LYRICS

1) Go Away

 

I am a vampire. I don’t want to hurt you.

I can’t make my own blood. I can’t make my own blood

I am a monster hanging from the ceiling.

I don’t want to hurt you. I can’t make my own blood.

 

And the thunder rings:

Go Away. Go Away.

And the choir sings:

Go Away. Go Away.

 

I am a nightmare standing in the corner.

I don’t want to hurt you. I don’t know if it’s catching.

I am a spectre. Don’t look in my direction.

I don’t want to hurt you. I can’t make myself sleep

 

And the bells all ring:

Go Away. Go Away.

And the birds all sing:

Go Away. Go Away.

 

And the thunder rings:

Go Away. Go Away.

And the choir sings:

Go Away. Go Away.

 

And the bells all ring:

Go Away. Go Away.

And the birds all sing:

Go Away. Go Away.

 

2) Shame

 

Can’t kick the windows out from the inside.

I am the building. I am the building.

Can’t run from it and get very far.

I am the road. I am the car.

 

I sang to it. I tried to tie it up with words.

It doesn’t listen. It has no language.

It’s sounds like screaming. It lives within me.

We share a body. It’s name is ringing in my ears.

It’s name is ringing in my ears. It’s name is ringing in my

 

Shame. Shame.

Shame. Shame.

 

I’ve gotta lose that. I’ve gotta lose that.

I’ve gotta lose that. I’ve gotta lose that.

I’ve gotta lose that. I’ve gotta lose that.

 

Shame

 

3) I Can’t Sleep

 

It’s not a curse that I can control or understand.

If the air cold or ocean moves it comes from me I run from you.

On the nights when I can’t sleep they all come crawling

Singing “We are you and you are we. We’ll feast til dawn eating me.”

 

I took the pills every day since I was fourteen,

but even with the extra weight there are times It pulls me.

 

On the nights when I can’t sleep they all come crawling

Singing “We are you and you are we. We’ll feast til dawn eating me.”

 

There is no battle. There is no war .There is no winning in this strange place.

Where times stops it’s only me. A ritual with memory.

 

On the nights when I can’t sleep they all come crawling

Singing “We are you and you are we. We’ll feast til dawn eating me.”

 

On the nights when I can’t sleep they all come crawling

Singing “We are you and you are we. We’ll feast til dawn eating me.”

 

4)Blaring

I’m gonna love you until I don’t

or I still do.

Maybe I’ll tell you maybe I won’t

and I’ll hold it until it’s through.

 

Sirens calling you’re not hearing

what I’m trying tell you.

Lies are better. Lies are louder

than the blaring truth.

 

Blaring

Blaring

 

I’m gonna drive until I can’t

and keep my eyes on you.

I’m going to sing as loud as I can

like I am choir for you.

 

Siren’s calling you’re not hearing

what I’m trying tell you.

Lies are better. Lies are louder

than the blaring truth.

 

Siren’s calling you’re not hearing

what I’m trying tell you.

Lies are better. Lies are louder

than the blaring truth.

 

Blaring

Blaring

 

I’m gonna love you until I don’t

or I still do.

Maybe I’ll tell you maybe I won’t

and I’ll hold it until it’s through.

 

5) Again + Again + Again

 

I go across the bridge trying to feel complete.

The void is always there calling, calling.

 

Do it. Do it. Do it. I won’t tell anybody.

Do it. Do it. Do it. I won’t tell anybody.

 

If you’re on the edge promise you will call me

and I will talk you down again and again and again.

 

Blaring in the day. Screaming in my sleep.

The language of the end calling, calling.

 

Do it. Do it. Do it. I won’t tell anybody.

Do it. Do it. Do it. I won’t tell anybody.

 

If you want to die promise you will tell me

We will put it off again and again and again.

 

Cycles with no name fought in secret keeps.

I stay right where I am while it’s calling, calling.

 

If I want to die I promise I will tell you.

We will put it off again and again and again.

 

If you want to die promise you will tell me.

We will put it off again and again and again.

 

6) Money

If I see things I’ll try to not fall apart.

If I hear things I’ll try to not be alarmed

If I think things I’ll try to see if they are true

If I feel things I’ll try to stay still until I’m sure.

 

You gotta have money to buy the pills,

but you gotta have pills to make the money.

So where am I supposed to get the pills

if I don’t have the money.

 

If I can’t eat I’ll try again in hour.

If I can’t move I’ll try to wait until I can.

If I can’t sleep I’ll read until the sun comes up.

I can’t feel I wait until I can.

 

You gotta have money to get to talk,

but you gotta have talk to make the money.

So where am I supposed to talk about it

If I don’t have the money.

 

“Mental Health”, they say: “Pull yourself out.”

“Mental Health”, they say: “Pull yourself out.”

“Mental Health”, they say: “Buy your way out.”

“Mental Health”, they say: “Buy your way out.”

 

You gotta have money to buy the pills,

but you gotta have pills to make the money.

So where am I supposed to get the pills

if I don’t have the money.

 

You gotta have money to get to talk,

but you gotta have talk to make the money.

So where am I supposed to talk about it

If I don’t have the money.

 

7) Inheritance

That time in Chicago I started preaching on a train

I was drunk and I thought it was a joke.

Then I forgot who I was and that I don’t believe in god

and I was just a preacher on a box.

 

Inheritance. Inheritance.

 

That time outside the bar when I screamed I was a man

some guy didn’t think I really was.

Then I forgot where I was and that I had grown up

and I was just a child who had lost

 

Inheritance Is this inheritance?

 

You’ve got to make your own.

You’ve got to make your own.

You’ve got to make your own.

You’ve got to make your own.

 

When I came home and begged you to take me to the hospital

and you held me all night to put it off.

You knew they wouldn’t see me in the way I need,

and they would just mess me up more than I was.

 

Inheritance (You’ve got to) Inheritance (Make Your Own)

Inheritance (You’ve got to) Inheritance (Make Your Own)

Inheritance (You’ve got to) Inheritance (Make Your Own)

Inheritance (You’ve got to) Inheritance (Make Your Own)

 

8) There’s No End

 

If I had magic power I would tell the void:

“Stop taking my friends and bring back the ones you took back again.”

 

There’s No End. There’s No End.

There’s No End. There’s No End.

 

If I had it all figured out I’d tell you right away.

But I live in many places and I can be ten people in a day.

 

There’s No End. There’s No End.

There’s No End. There’s No End.

 

Circle on circle. There’s No End. There’s No End.

Wave upon Wave. There’s No End. There’s No End.

If I live in between them. There’s No End. There’s No End.

I gain a day. There’s No End. There’s No End.

 

I’m not a believer. I already tried and failed.

But I know there are spaces in between the crazy places and that is where I have learned to be.

 

Circle on circle. There’s No End. There’s No End.

Wave upon Wave. There’s No End. There’s No End.

If I live in between them. There’s No End. There’s No End.

I gain a day. There’s No End. There’s No End.

 

Circle on circle. There’s No End. There’s No End.

Wave upon Wave. There’s No End. There’s No End.

If I live in between them. There’s No End. There’s No End.

I gain a day. There’s No End. There’s No End.

 

There’s No End. There’s No End.

There’s No End. There’s No End.